Thursday, April 2, 2009 @6:02 AM
Im oh so very tired, exhausted, drained, depleted, no words I summon can truly capture this feeling of collapse. I can barely take it any more, the world tugging and pulling me in so many directions. I can only lay there limp, letting the wind take me, letting time pass me by as I stumble from moment to moment. All this noise, this insanity which threatens to crush my fragile spirit. Alas, I am mortal, not the immortal sky, merely Sky, a silly silly girl. I pen this entry instead of attending to my work, but I need to, I use writing to find myself in this world of flux and chaos. Only in these words can I ground myself in some stability. At least, the written word is unchanging, freezing a moment that I can come back to sometime in the future, perhaps even a testament to my trivial existence. Perhaps. I wish you were here. To take me in your arms, that I need not pen these emotions, but instead commit them to your ears. I would like very much for you to hold me, and hold me tightly. I am sorry if I seem to be pushing you away in this time of madness, but if only you would just take me yelling kicking screaming and just hold me tightly, I know I would go limp in the safety of your arms. I would cry my eyes out into your shirt. The tears will bring the renewal that I need, as does rain brings life to an otherwise barren world. I need that now. I need you.
Posted by Sky